{"id":103,"date":"2022-08-06T16:08:03","date_gmt":"2022-08-06T15:08:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/?page_id=103"},"modified":"2022-08-19T11:24:21","modified_gmt":"2022-08-19T10:24:21","slug":"about-_lt","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/index.php\/about-_lt\/","title":{"rendered":"About _lt"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-columns has-background is-layout-flex wp-container-core-columns-is-layout-9d6595d7 wp-block-columns-is-layout-flex\" style=\"background:linear-gradient(180deg,rgb(238,238,238) 0%,rgb(0,6,11) 100%)\"><div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow has-ek-typography\" style=\"flex-basis:33.33%\"><h2 class=\"wp-block-heading has-ek-typography\" style=\"\">I\u0161 tamsos<\/h2>\n\n<p class=\" has-ek-typography\" style=\"\">Jenny Kagan<\/p><\/div>\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow has-ek-typography\" style=\"flex-basis:66.67%\"><div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"alignright size-large is-resized\"><a href=\"https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/08\/Flag_of_the_United_Kingdom-1024x512.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-283\" width=\"40\" height=\"20\" srcset=\"https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/08\/Flag_of_the_United_Kingdom-1024x512.png 1024w, https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/08\/Flag_of_the_United_Kingdom-300x150.png 300w, https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/08\/Flag_of_the_United_Kingdom-768x384.png 768w, https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/08\/Flag_of_the_United_Kingdom-1536x768.png 1536w, https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/08\/Flag_of_the_United_Kingdom.png 1920w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 40px) 100vw, 40px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n<nav class=\"is-responsive wp-block-navigation is-layout-flex wp-block-navigation-is-layout-flex has-ek-typography\" aria-label=\"Lithuanian\" data-wp-interactive=\"core\/navigation\" data-wp-context='{\"overlayOpenedBy\":{\"click\":false,\"hover\":false,\"focus\":false},\"type\":\"overlay\",\"roleAttribute\":\"\",\"ariaLabel\":\"Menu\"}' style=\"\"><button aria-haspopup=\"dialog\" aria-label=\"Open menu\" class=\"wp-block-navigation__responsive-container-open\" data-wp-on--click=\"actions.openMenuOnClick\" data-wp-on--keydown=\"actions.handleMenuKeydown\"><svg width=\"24\" height=\"24\" xmlns=\"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/2000\/svg\" viewbox=\"0 0 24 24\" aria-hidden=\"true\" focusable=\"false\"><path d=\"M4 7.5h16v1.5H4z\"><\/path><path d=\"M4 15h16v1.5H4z\"><\/path><\/svg><\/button>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"wp-block-navigation__responsive-container\" id=\"modal-1\" data-wp-class--has-modal-open=\"state.isMenuOpen\" data-wp-class--is-menu-open=\"state.isMenuOpen\" data-wp-watch=\"callbacks.initMenu\" data-wp-on--keydown=\"actions.handleMenuKeydown\" data-wp-on--focusout=\"actions.handleMenuFocusout\" tabindex=\"-1\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"wp-block-navigation__responsive-close\" tabindex=\"-1\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"wp-block-navigation__responsive-dialog\" data-wp-bind--aria-modal=\"state.ariaModal\" data-wp-bind--aria-label=\"state.ariaLabel\" data-wp-bind--role=\"state.roleAttribute\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<button aria-label=\"Close menu\" class=\"wp-block-navigation__responsive-container-close\" data-wp-on--click=\"actions.closeMenuOnClick\"><svg xmlns=\"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/2000\/svg\" viewbox=\"0 0 24 24\" width=\"24\" height=\"24\" aria-hidden=\"true\" focusable=\"false\"><path d=\"m13.06 12 6.47-6.47-1.06-1.06L12 10.94 5.53 4.47 4.47 5.53 10.94 12l-6.47 6.47 1.06 1.06L12 13.06l6.47 6.47 1.06-1.06L13.06 12Z\"><\/path><\/svg><\/button>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"wp-block-navigation__responsive-container-content\" data-wp-watch=\"callbacks.focusFirstElement\" id=\"modal-1-content\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<ul class=\"wp-block-navigation__container is-responsive wp-block-navigation\"><li class=\" wp-block-navigation-item wp-block-navigation-link\"><a class=\"wp-block-navigation-item__content\" href=\"https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/index.php\/home-_lt\/\"><span class=\"wp-block-navigation-item__label\">I\u0161 tamsos<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\" wp-block-navigation-item wp-block-navigation-link\"><a class=\"wp-block-navigation-item__content\" href=\"https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/index.php\/kaunas-2022-_lt\/\"><span class=\"wp-block-navigation-item__label\">Galerija<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\" wp-block-navigation-item wp-block-navigation-link\"><a class=\"wp-block-navigation-item__content\" href=\"https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/index.php\/the-stories-_lt\/\"><span class=\"wp-block-navigation-item__label\">Istorijos<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\" wp-block-navigation-item wp-block-navigation-link\"><a class=\"wp-block-navigation-item__content\" href=\"https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/index.php\/your-visit-_lt\/\"><span class=\"wp-block-navigation-item__label\">Apsilankyk<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\" wp-block-navigation-item wp-block-navigation-link\"><a class=\"wp-block-navigation-item__content\" href=\"https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/index.php\/atsiliepimai\/\"><span class=\"wp-block-navigation-item__label\">Atsiliepimai<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\" wp-block-navigation-item wp-block-navigation-link\"><a class=\"wp-block-navigation-item__content\" href=\"https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/index.php\/about-_lt\/\"><span class=\"wp-block-navigation-item__label\">Apie<\/span><\/a><\/li><\/ul>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div><\/nav><\/div><\/div>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"427\" src=\"https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/08\/about-img-1024x427.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-39\" srcset=\"https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/08\/about-img-1024x427.png 1024w, https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/08\/about-img-300x125.png 300w, https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/08\/about-img-768x320.png 768w, https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/08\/about-img.png 1203w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"alignleft size-large is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/08\/jen-edited.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-44\" width=\"438\" height=\"438\" srcset=\"https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/08\/jen-edited.jpg 2000w, https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/08\/jen-edited-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/08\/jen-edited-1024x1024.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/08\/jen-edited-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/08\/jen-edited-768x768.jpg 768w, https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/08\/jen-edited-1536x1536.jpg 1536w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 438px) 100vw, 438px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p>Mano kelion\u0117 su projektu \u201eI\u0161 tamsos\u201c prasid\u0117jo 2007 m. 20 met\u0173 dirbau teatro \u0161vies\u0173 dailininke ir \u0117miau ie\u0161koti nauj\u0173 i\u0161\u0161\u016bki\u0173. Taip prad\u0117jau studijuoti brai\u017eyb\u0105. Ilgai planavau papasakoti savo t\u0117v\u0173 istorij\u0105, tod\u0117l kaip vien\u0105 savo projekt\u0173 nusprend\u017eiau kartu su mama nubrai\u017eyti \u201ed\u0117\u017e\u0119\u201c. Vis\u0105 gyvenim\u0105 buvau gird\u0117jusi pasakojimus apie \u201ed\u0117\u017e\u0119\u201c ir \u017einojau, kad b\u016btent joje radosi mano  \u0161eimos esm\u0117. Ta\u010diau, nors ai\u0161kiai suvokiau emocin\u0119 d\u0117\u017e\u0117s reik\u0161m\u0119, niekada nebuvau tikra d\u0117l jos fizin\u0117s formos. Vaikyst\u0117je \u012fsivaizduodavau j\u0105 esant \u017eaisl\u0173 d\u0117\u017e\u0117s dyd\u017eio, o suaugusios vaizduot\u0117je ji buvo kaip ank\u0161tas butas. Tur\u0117jau ma\u017eai supratimo, kuris variantas ar\u010diau tiesos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mano mama susidom\u0117jo id\u0117ja ir pasiry\u017eo i\u0161\u0161\u016bkiui. Kelias savaites  k\u016briau pie\u0161inius, kalb\u0117jom\u0117s, ji tais\u0117. Bet d\u0117\u017e\u0117 vis tiek ka\u017ekod\u0117l liko nepasiekiama. Nuo br\u0117\u017eini\u0173 per\u0117jau prie maket\u0173, bet, nors buvau \u012fgudusi \u012fsivaizduoti daiktus pagal mastel\u012f, mamai tai buvo svetima kalba. Nors ji laisvai kalb\u0117jo bent devyniomis kalbomis, maketo kalba nebuvo viena i\u0161 j\u0173. Taigi galiausiai, jai padedant, a\u0161 sukonstravau tikr\u0105 d\u0117\u017e\u0119.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Po jos mirties 2011 m. radau t\u0117vo ra\u0161yt\u0105 d\u0117\u017e\u0117s apra\u0161ym\u0105. Nepaisant m\u016bs\u0173 tiksliai apgalvotos rekonstrukcijos, jo nurodyti matmenys nesutapo su m\u016bsi\u0161kiais. Ir taip \u0161ios kelios d\u0117\u017e\u0117s versijos tapo k\u016brinio \u201eI\u0161 tamsos\u201c \u2013 ne istorijos, o atminties d\u0117lion\u0117s \u2013 \u0161aknimis. Net \u201elaiko juostos\u201c \u010dia nepretenduoja \u012f istorin\u012f tikslum\u0105 \u2013 grei\u010diau jos yra mano bandymas i\u0161siai\u0161kinti s\u0105sajas ir istorijos fragmentus sunerti \u012f platesn\u012f kontekst\u0105.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Visi \u017eod\u017eiai \u0161ioje knygoje yra mano, i\u0161skyrus t\u0117vo lai\u0161kus. Istorijos yra j\u0173. Mano mama visada nor\u0117jo rasti b\u016bd\u0105 savo istorij\u0105 perteikti taip, kad tai neb\u016bt\u0173 paprastas linijinis pasakojimas. Per savo gyvenim\u0105 neradusi tokio b\u016bdo, ji man paliko pasakojimus ir vilt\u012f, kad jos istorija pergyvens j\u0105 pa\u010di\u0105. Ji niekada neb\u016bt\u0173 \u012fsivaizdavusi, kad \u0161i istorija sugr\u012f\u0161 namo \u012f Kaun\u0105. Bet \u017einau \u2013 mama d\u017eiaugt\u0173si d\u0117l to, kad ji \u010dia rado savo viet\u0105. Ir ratas ka\u017ekaip u\u017esidar\u0117.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Jenny Kagan<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>2022, rugpj\u016btis<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><br><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I\u0161 tamsos Jenny Kagan Mano kelion\u0117 su projektu \u201eI\u0161 tamsos\u201c prasid\u0117jo 2007 m. 20 met\u0173 dirbau teatro \u0161vies\u0173 dailininke ir \u0117miau ie\u0161koti nauj\u0173 i\u0161\u0161\u016bki\u0173. Taip prad\u0117jau studijuoti brai\u017eyb\u0105. Ilgai planavau papasakoti savo t\u0117v\u0173 istorij\u0105, tod\u0117l kaip vien\u0105 savo projekt\u0173 nusprend\u017eiau kartu su mama nubrai\u017eyti \u201ed\u0117\u017e\u0119\u201c. Vis\u0105 gyvenim\u0105 buvau gird\u0117jusi pasakojimus apie \u201ed\u0117\u017e\u0119\u201c ir \u017einojau, kad&hellip;&nbsp;<a href=\"https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/index.php\/about-_lt\/\" class=\"\" rel=\"bookmark\">Read More &raquo;<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">About _lt<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"_editorskit_title_hidden":false,"_editorskit_reading_time":1,"_editorskit_typography_data":[],"_editorskit_blocks_typography":"","_editorskit_is_block_options_detached":false,"_editorskit_block_options_position":"{}","neve_meta_sidebar":"","neve_meta_container":"","neve_meta_enable_content_width":"","neve_meta_content_width":0,"neve_meta_title_alignment":"","neve_meta_author_avatar":"","neve_post_elements_order":"","neve_meta_disable_header":"on","neve_meta_disable_footer":"","neve_meta_disable_title":"on","footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-103","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/103","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=103"}],"version-history":[{"count":12,"href":"https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/103\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":581,"href":"https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/103\/revisions\/581"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/out-of-darkness.co.uk\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=103"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}